Heavy Gloom by The Story So Far
I know all your flaws and most of your fears
I havenât been home a lot in the last 2 years
The constant absence from all my peers
The vibration still steady inside my ears
And I know you hate it, I always restate it
But Iâm still so frustrated cause Iâm the one you cheated
It cuts so much deeper
Why would I wanna see her?
Only had one beer
And I donât wanna sleep here
And I know you donât care
Youâve made it so clear
Swore I had no fear
Not until you came near
I hope you feel that heavy gloom
When youâre all done up in a crowded room
And your life trips up over those shoes
That you paid too much for but not in dues
And Iâll be watching from a distance
Wouldnât wanna miss this
Was it fake the whole time? Was it just instance?
Man itâs so personal yet itâs business
I want it to hit so close to home
And how much does it cost
To get you back here inside those clubs
That you love so f**king much?
Was I too harsh in my lament to you
That I fell so out of touch?
Back and forth because I canât understand how you
Control all my lust and form the words on my tongue