I reminisce

I reminisce Lyrics

::VeRsE 1::

*~only two and a half years but a life time of memories
the moment i heard u were gon i broke down cryin on my knees
sayin lord please take me instead cuz i feel like im already dead
my methods ahuevo de smoke thats what the future will roll in this head
man gettin a little choked up jus rubbing about it
los hombres no lloran for sh*t
homeboy quit rubbing about it
i reminisce about back in the day
we used to play before we lift weights
but i also remember the scuffles we had in the pulling the plane
this way you hearing you say to this day
hey pero come over so we can lift weights and getting a hyna
and getting first dates and i embrace
finally grasping hard to reality
cuz i hate living a fantasy
realizing that ur not really here
i said to myself that it cannot be
it cannot be thatchur not really here
it cannot be, it cannot be thatchur not really here
it cannot be, it cannot be thatchur not really here
it cannot be, it cannot be thatchur not really here
thatchur not really here~*

::cHoRUs::

*~i reminisce about back in the days carnal
we used to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnal
i wonder why u had to leave my side
your memories on my mind
everyday and everynight
all of the time
i reminisce about back in the days carnal
we used to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnal
i wonder why u had to leave my side
your memories on my mind
everyday and everynight
all of the time~*

::VeRsE 2::

*~ your probably wondering why i didnt show up at the funeral
i bet it was beautiful carnal
did it hurt to look at you lyin there in the coffin on your back
dressed in black
cuz i couldnt understand the fact that you had to pass
and couldnt get the chance to live a holy life
always did something right
our couple of days were tight
thanks for everything
expressing my gratitude with tears trickling down my face
cuz i went out with praise
is this a bunch of no maze?
but in the end of my dayz thinking of ways id rather get by
or leave me self a place so i must get high
why is it so many questions to solve?
not enuf answers so its easy to call
u dont worry at all
ill be your help when u fall why
when i feel pretty sure with ur pictures on my wall
now i lay me down to sleep
dream my soul for the lord to keep
and if you ever see me sleep anything close to a week
now i want to let you know that i truly rest in peace~*

::tALkInG::
*yeah wassup
this song is dedicated to my homie Gabriel who passed away on mothers day
and its dedicated to his familia and everyone who has lost someone out there
rest in peace
gracias por everything homie
ill miss you al rato*

::cHoRUs::

*~i reminisce about back in the days carnal
we used to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnal
i wonder why u had to leave my side
your memories on my mind
everyday and everynight
all of the time
i reminisce about back in the days carnal
we used to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnal
i wonder why u had to leave my side
your memories on my mind
everyday and everynight
all of the time~*

::VeRsE 3::

*~its hard homie putting these words in a song
cuz now your gone and im all alone
suicidal thoughts just rolling through my dome
im sorry ese if it seems like my voice is getting eerie
but every night i think about that day i get a little teary
si supieras lo que hicistes
dejastes a tus padres bien triste
no es un chiste
es algo serio
caiste al cemeterio de los diezisiete anos
nomas por un panoy el varrio que quieres tanto
como les canto
esta historia sin estar llorando? cuando ando solo en mi carro me acuerdo en esos tiempos
desmandrosos
dos mocosos
jugandole los pozos de las calles
we were whooped we went out to the valles looking for enemigas
listos para ser desmadres
was an every day thing and until that night
when i heard the phone ring at about two in the morning
my jefita gave me the bad news and my tears just started pouring, pouring~*

::TaLKinG::

*this is for all my homies that passed away
descansa en paz*