Revenge Of Doña Maria by Mortimer Nova
To function is almost impossible with the spinning words rattling.
Without a hit to calm them feelings overcome
And the angel that tries to push it away gets murdered
And control is once again destroyed
And this seems like everyday it gets worse
So I sit and watch the rain fall and hope it goes away
But 12 long hours set the circle of another day. another 10 pounds gone.
Convenient that it's lost.
The clock goes winding down.
Suggested tragedy. I cut my wrists to save myself
So everyday I have a personal reminder of my mistakes.
Wrapping hands around your throat where I used to kiss your neck.
Squinting to pull the image clear just contorts the picture more.
You'll be there when I denounce the existance of me.
Driving through this ocean town only makes my heart beat harder
And we can't recollect what the problem was.
Welcome home. sinking in the sand, break away.
I know I can't be right, break away.
When you have no expectations, you can't be let down.
Peeling hearts like apples.
You shouldn't be allowed to breed.
Words so misconstrued.
Some prescriptions can't be filled.