What I Want

What I Want Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Quarter to two and I haven’t got out of bed
Phone keeps buzzing but I’m leaving my messages unread
Sick in the head
Another day is another dread
Feel half dead
My mind is cloudy, my limbs are lead
A lack of serotonin controls
A scar that sits on the soul
I’m having fits
I’ve got the sensor dividing the whole
Taking a toll
For me, that’s just another day
And if you ask me how I’m doing, I will tell you that I’m okay

[Chorus]
Feeling hazy
And I’m losing all control
And I can’t get out this hole
And my world is getting cold
I don’t want to
But I think you might hate me
I tell myself I’m not going crazy
But I don’t know what to do
And I don’t think I can do
If I can’t I guess I’ll do what I want to
Forgot I need to live
I’m not being myself at all

[Verse 2]
Another call
It’s a crisis and it’s all up to me
And not a thanks for staying through all the instability
With no apology
I can’t unlock a mental block that has no key
I beg to wishes that I’ve taken for free
And for granted
You can’t grow if no seed can be planted
Try to leave it to my fans until my words are recanted
For me, I just gotta take it day by day
And if you ask me how I’m doing, I will tell you that I’m okay

[Chorus]
Feeling hazy
And I’m losing all control
And I can’t get out this hole
And my world is getting cold
I don’t want to
But I think you might hate me
I tell myself I’m not going crazy
But I don’t know what to do
And I don’t think I can do
If I can’t I guess I’ll do what I want to
Forgot I need to live
I’m not being myself at all

[Instrumental]

[Bridge]
I wanna sing and make songs
I wanna dance all day long
I wanna be a big part of a big corporation
I wanna sing and make songs
I wanna dance all day long and all the night

I wanna sing and make songs
I wanna dance all day long
I wanna be a big part of a big corporation
I wanna sing and make songs
I wanna dance all day long and all the night
Dance all day long and all the night
Dance all day long and all the night
Dance all day long and all the night

[Outro]
I wanna be famous
And I want everyone to love me
Dance all day long and all the night
Dance all day long and all the night

I wanna be famous
And I want everyone to love me
Dance all day long and all the night
Dance all day long and all the night