If I

If I Lyrics

If I
If i was a young boy ready to die whould u bring pain whit tears
Hoping i'd lurn to fly
Hopin the angels whould bring me hope and pride so i couldnt say goodbye
But should i still b afraide but y im i afraide 2 die
Why imi still afraide to live my life and grow up
& right a letter to my unborn child unborn wife
But evryday i try n try so hard that i cry.
Its 'cause my brain is filled whit memories and shame
Filled whit hope filled whit anygirl that whould show me her world.
But fuck im already running out what ic got to say
But plz god oh god my lord let me stay for a nother day
If i had a nother way if i had a better mind
Id lurn too pray on evrything iv got 2 say but hey iv got this far
I know i might as well quit now i aint gon br a star
Im gon drive a 1870 tempo shit whouldnt even get to the bar
But IF I
If i was a young boy ready to die whould u bring pain whit tears
Hoping i'd lurn to fly
Hopin the angels whould bring me hope and pride so i couldnt say goodbye

Evryday for me is a day whit tears sum i'd fear sum i whould say cheers
Sumtimes i wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
But i still try hard on evrything iv got into my heart
Pumping 4.2.7 beats per sec as i let my head right
Say if i whould stay alive and pray whould god give me he's hand
& shake n take my priere 2 the last stand.
Dear god what i do i do wrong what
Can i do 2 make it true a nother song
Thaty goes like this if i was a young boy ready to die whould u bring pain whit tears
Hoping i'd lurn to fly
Hopin the angels whould bring me hope and pride so i couldnt say goodbye
"cha" fuck the world then take me to fucking hell i don't give a fuck...
Click clack boom shit..but i still love you god it's time to gay goodbye
"Bring me Home"