Apartment 5f

Apartment 5f Lyrics

jackhammers outside my window
woke me up again today
and all the voices in my head
well its so hard to make them go away
stayin out all night
lookin for somethin ill never find
im fightin with myself
and im losin control of my mind
i reached out in anger
i reached out in love
i lived a life of self abuse
i prayed to the heavens above
jackhammers outside my window
woke me up again today
and all the voices in my head
well its so hard to make them go away
lookin for some new stimulation
but all of these things they never last
i know i have to move forward
but i keep holding on to the past
i just wanna be happy
with the way things are
i just wanna look up at the sky at night
and appreciate the stars
destruction leaves an empty space
in emptiness again
i begin to create
feeling good again now
in some new kind of way
feeling good again now...