Wide awake

Wide awake Lyrics

I feel the cold setting in
I feel the goosebumps all over my skin
I start to fear the worst, I'm feeling so alone
I shouldn't feel like this in my own home

Feels like my teeth are falling out
From all the gibberish that's been pouring out my mouth
What was I thinking, what was I doing with that milf?
That turn's exhausted, man it was time for filth

And it's..

Not a good way to start the day, I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world, though I know I should
Tell myself I wont do it again, but I know I will be
Lying in my bed my thoughts racing
Like they always have been
And like they always will be
And like they always have been
And like they always will be

And I feel that chill back in the air
Though I can't see no one, I feel their stares
They've sussed me out man, they know everything I've done
And this could be our secret, if I just don't tell no one

And it's..

Not a good way to start the day, I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world, though I know I should
Tell myself I won't do it again, but I know I will be
Lying in my bed my thoughts racing
Like they always have been
And like they always will be
Like they always have been
And like they always will be
And like they always have been

And the sun's gone down I'd love it to rise
Let me know that I've survived
Every noise runs down my spine
Hit the clock to check the time
I need to talk, need conversation
Rack my brain for explanations
Need her here just holding me
Shield me so they'll leave me be
But that's the way I've always been
And that's the way I'll always be
And there ain't gonna be no change in me
Cos that's the way I'll always be
And that's the way I've always been
And that's the way we'll always be

Not a good way to start the day, I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world, though I know I should
Tell myself I won't do it again, but I know I will be
Lying in my bed my thoughts racing
Like they always have been
Not a good way to start the day, I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world, though I know I should
I tell myself I wont do it again, but I know I will be
Lying in my bed my thoughts racing
Like they always have been
And like they always will be
And like they always have been
And like they always will be
Like they always have been

I need her here just holding me
I need her here just holding me
I need her here just holding me
I need her here just holding me