It's Not A Fairytale

It's Not A Fairytale Lyrics

It all started like this
Ninth grade freshman year
So happy to be in high school
I shed a tear
o many cute dudes to choose from
I knew it was one
That was right for me
Well I thought at least
He was the big guy on campus
On the football team
Basketball homecoming
He was voted for king
And there was me
I was on the cheerleading squad
Sweet sixteen looking for love in my heart
I was a beautiful thing from the start
I must say only problem was
My parents were strict
They ain't play
No phone calls after eight
No stayin out late
I'm like damn give me a break
Hormones kickin in
Start displayin my shape
More concern with my looks
than my books and grades
headed nowhere fast
I was on my way
Curiosity come on
I know y'all relate

Thinkin bout the chatacters in my story
all the pages i have read through
Save tomorrow's fairytale
for things that i have been through
And all thigns that i have be
in all my life and all my days
i never thought i would end up this way

It's been a year now I'm a sophmore
Mature and know more
but still I'm young and dumb
and plus im unsure
Who I am
What the future has in store
Man I'm trying to be grown
Cuz my parents are divorced
stressing started smoking newports
carefree about the ones who care for me
lost teen giving up on my dream
and as worst as it seems
had me thinking crazy things
like suicide that better everything if i jus die
full-blown without guidance or a home
Im startin to get stomach pains
That's strange what could be wrong?

Thinkin bout the chatacters in my story
all the pages i have read through
Save tomorrow's fairytale
for things that i have been through
And all thigns that i have be
in all my life and all my days
i never thought i would end up this way

I ask myself every day
a child givin birth to a child
what can i say
this wasnt supposed to happen
here i am turned my back on my fam
well God damn
that wasn't even part of the plan
I'm spazzin out
When I lay at night the hurt
just burst out I should how could he leave
at my time of need
especially now I'm pregnant
And due in three
Maybe I should have it
and give it for adoption
I can't graduate
I ain't been to school since August
Often I hear this voice talking
In the back of my mind
So problems in my life
I just pray for my time to come
God take me leave my child behind
I'm on the run adrenaline pumpin
so angry i could kill something
dont make me prove it
cause if you dont do it
then i will do it
I'm foolish and so stupid