TERROR

TERROR Lyrics

Terror..This is what you call me...
I strike terror among men I can't be bothered by what they think I bare
my cross,my soul,myself I forgive....
but I never forget I've been put upon this earth in FEMALE form But I
can't handle myself with the best of you
as well as the worst and I often have I have the right to remain silent
But I choose to speak,sing scream I am
LIPS,HIPS,TITS....
I AM THE POWER OF A WOMAN STRONG like music true like friendship
But without my friends there would be no
music...
only spoken word f**ker!I am able to change so I live without regret,
without remorse Only a remix I am
drunk I am sober. Heaven doesn't want me and hells afraid i'll take
over.
Don't bother trying to censor me,or shut me up because it won't
work.I am cold and distant yet worm and
close to those who deserve to see that side of me part of me..
the heart of me.You find me so hard to understand in your world, the
world you perceive to be so normal I am
deformed...
scorned, reborn I am me and I know exactly who I am, what I am and
the wrath I bring the ugly beauty, the
lying truth,the virgin whore...
the quiet storm a lover, a fighter, a saint, a sinner, a sister,a daughter
old school.....
a begginer.I have decorated myself with love, hate,truth...
you all of you, both of you,none of you...
more than one of you with lips like sugar, eyes like meat.I've watched
men come, go and cheat i sleep to
dream and dream of sleep. I had a dream Joe that you were standing
in the middle of an open road.I had a dream
Joe that your hands were raised up to the sky and your mouth was
covered in foam.I've been crusified,
justified and mortified by my behavior, both feminineand masculine.I
am contradiction and a juxtapusition.My
relief is my release and only time will tell all is well that ends well.I
am unsweetened,unclean...
beign called a drama queen , ex-girlfriend,ex-member...
the tantrum, the temper I point my finger...
take the blame and this time I will own the name because no one is
going to ruin me, if I have to I WILL RUIN MYSELF
and then it will be my ruin

my ruin
my ruin

f**ker
f**ker
f**ker
f**ker